Kitten's Journal
Musings of a tortured soul
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Azodnem:
Welcome back, Kitten! I've been insanely busy this weekend, but thank you so much for swinging by my blog and posting. I've missed you!
danny:
If victory is certain then even a coward can fight, But the real brave is the one who still dares to fight when his defeat is certain.
Azodnem:
Hey stranger. Where have you gone? *sadness*
Linda:
hello! Nice blog! Would you like to exchange links???
LWM:
New helping posts 
at my place for those sad, hurting, feeling alone and dealing with old wounds 
at my place for those sad, hurting, feeling alone and dealing with old wounds
GAYCANUCK:
Hey beautiful. Stoppin' by to say I'm thinkin' about ya! Hope all is well. Have a great week Your internet buddy Shawno
The Holly Tree:
Wednesday, May 14/08, 10:52AM: Hi Kat. 
Just dropping by to see what's new and wish you a happy Hump Day. 
I hope you're doing well and that life is treating you better...
Just dropping by to see what's new and wish you a happy Hump Day. I hope you're doing well and that life is treating you better...
Tymme:
If the 'Net is still of interest... am hosting my own site/etc. now. Hope all is ok. *hugs*
LWM :
Blessings to you. Come check out the new Faery pictures at my blog when you can
Azodnem:
Once again... I miss the Kitty. *purrrr*
The Holly Tree:
Wednesday, Apr. 9, 2008, 7:25AM: Morning, Kat. Just stopping by to wish you a Happy Hump Day. New stuff is up at the Tree, if you feel like visiting.
Just stopping by to wish you a Happy Hump Day. New stuff is up at the Tree, if you feel like visiting.
The Holly Tree:
Monday, Apr. 7, 2008, 6:40AM: Morning, Kat. Just popping by to wish you a great day and a great week ahead.
Holly:
Thursday, Apr. 4, 2008, 6:49AM: Morning, Kat. Just popping in to see what's new and wish you a great day and a great weekend.
Just popping in to see what's new and wish you a great day and a great weekend.
emzkie:
hi Kat! been a long time since i visit you here! how are you doing?
Azodnem:
Just swinging by to show some love, Kitten. Hope you're OK
Holly:
Morning, Kat! It's Monday, Mar. 24/08, and it's 7:14AM. I'm dropping by to wish you a great day and a great week, and to let you know Manic Monday is up if you feel like dropping by. Catch ya later! 
It's Monday, Mar. 24/08, and it's 7:14AM. I'm dropping by to wish you a great day and a great week, and to let you know Manic Monday is up if you feel like dropping by. Catch ya later!
Holly:
Hi Kat. It's Saturday, Mar. 22/08. Just popping by to see what's new and wish you a happy Easter weekend.
Jonella:
Hi Kat, HAPPY EASTER! 
Jackie:
nice blgo here passing by:-)
The Holly Tree:
Wednesday, Mar. 19/08: Hi Kat! Thanks for the tag! I totally understand about being busy; this is a super busy time for a lot of people. It's so nice to hear from you! I hope you have a great day today and a great rest of the week, too. 
I hope you have a great day today and a great rest of the week, too.
LWM:
New Angle Like Beings blog entry, its has changed my life in a positive way. Come read when you can maybe it will aid you as well in these hard times
Holly:
Hi Kat. It's Saturday, Mar. 15/08. I hope you're having a nice weekend. Looking forward to seeing you posting again soon.
It's Saturday, Mar. 15/08. I hope you're having a nice weekend. Looking forward to seeing you posting again soon. 
LWM:
Holly just found out her mom died a few months back, no one told her. If you get a chance how about stopping by for a word or two, I m sure she could use a few kind words right now
Michael:
Hello!! i want your blog really it was very interesting to show...can you teach me how to put a photo album in the blog..thanks...Hi!!im new blogger in your site..i like your site...would you add me into your blog?thankss...
FLIP MY BLOG:
Blog hopping,you have one cool blog... care to ex-link with me?
Holly:
Hi Kat. It's Feb. 19/08, 6:27am. Just popping in to see what's new. Have a great day. :)
Kris:
Hey Kat! Happy Belated Valentine's Day! I haven't heard from you in a while! I hope all is well with you!
Jonella Beauty:
Hi Kat, Have a great weekend!
Holly:
Hi Kat. It's Friday, Feb. 15/08. Hope you had a nice Valentine's Day; hope you have a great weekend.
It's Friday, Feb. 15/08. Hope you had a nice Valentine's Day; hope you have a great weekend.
Azodnem:
Happy Valentine's Day
Jonella Beauty:
Happy Valentines Day!
Holly:
G'mornin' Kat! It's Monday, Feb. 11/08, and today is Manic Monday. Hope you'll drop by for a visit! 
It's Monday, Feb. 11/08, and today is Manic Monday. Hope you'll drop by for a visit!
Jonella Beauty:
Hi Kat, Just dropping by to say hi and have a great weekend.
The Canuck:
Well, Kat, I don't have a lot of time to be "original" in the mornings, and I have a lot of people that I like to stop in and say hi to. So, sometimes, I copy/paste my message. I would think that me coming by to say hi is what would matter, not whether or not I was "original" in my tag or comment. I'm sorry.
The Canuck:
Be original? Well, I thought I WAS being original. 
Oh, well. Sorry, Kat... ::shrugs:: Guess I just wanted to make sure you knew who I was. ::shrug:: Anyway, thanks for the tag; I appreciate that you came by. ..
Oh, well. Sorry, Kat... ::shrugs:: Guess I just wanted to make sure you knew who I was. ::shrug:: Anyway, thanks for the tag; I appreciate that you came by. ..
Azodnem:
Where is our beautiful kitten? *meow* ~ *purrrrr* LOL
The Canuck:
Hi Kat. It's Saturday, Feb. 3/08, 10:23AM. I'm just dropping in to see what's new. Hope you're okay...
Tymme:
Lose interest in blogging? Hope all is well.
Jonella Beauty:
Hi Kat, I love your blog. Can we exchange links? Thanks!
Angel:
Hi Kat, Just checking in to see how you're doing. I hope all is well.
emzkie:
hi Kat! hows life?
Holly:
Hi Kat. It's Saturday, Jan. 26/08. Just dropping by to see what's new. :)
Mystic Lady:
Hello- have a good weekend
Holly:
Hi Kat. Just dropping by to see what's new. Manic Monday was posted this morning, if you're at all interested in having a chuckle. :)
Emmyrose:
hi, I hope that everything about your health will be okay soon. God bless!
LWM:
Letting you know I have posted a new entry on Fae and messages from the Angels. Hope your life is going well, stop by when you want your always welcome
Mandi791:
Hey, i would really like to link up, let me know. It should help both of our technorati ranks :)
Keeper:
Thank you for stopping by and the Birthday wish!
Holly:
G'morning, Kat. It's Monday, Jan. 7, 2008, 6:57AM. Just popping in to wish you a great day and a great week.
Keeper:
Stopped by to check out your page, care to exchange links?
Kris:
Hey Kat! Happy New Year!!
GK:
happy new year...care to exchange link?if so let me know so I can add your link to my blog
LWM:
Hi Stop by for my new Angelic Feather Project post 
GAYCANUCK:
BEAUTIFUL GIRL... Have a Happy Un-sectarian, non-denominal celebration! Hope Santa was good to you... YOU DESERVE IT! wish I was there to give you a " Christmas Goose" LOL GRRROWL! BIG HUGS... SHAWNO
Angel Tears:
Hi Kat, I just wanted to stop by and wish you a very happy and blessed Yule. Take care and hugs to you.
Azodnem:
Hey, Kitten. You were the first person on Bravent to extend the hand of friendship to me, and for that will always hold a special place in my heart! Have a Blessed Yule, and Blessed New Year. Love and Hope be with you always
Azodnem:
I'm having blog-comment-posting issues again! LOL
Azodnem:
Hey Kitten ~ One of my friends here in states did a similiar surgery, and it's taken a few months, but the changes are very visible. If you feel this is something you want to do, and are ready for... you have my full support and love, sweetie... but do it for YOU... not for your parents... not for anyone else but YOU. >love and hugs
Holly:
Good morning, Kat! It's Monday, Dec. 17/07, 7:30AM. I'm dropping by to wish you a great day and to invite you over to the Tree for Manic Monday - it's a Redux! Hope to see you soon!
It's Monday, Dec. 17/07, 7:30AM. I'm dropping by to wish you a great day and to invite you over to the Tree for Manic Monday - it's a Redux! Hope to see you soon!
Utah Mommy:
blog hopping doing my rounds until i bumped in here you have cool site. Keep blogging and have a nice day!
LWM:
New message from the ALBs 
at my place, come on over if you like. In any case my your holidays be stress free and blessed, remember you are truly an amazing unique spiritual creature 
and you are loved 
Sometimes we forget such thing
at my place, come on over if you like. In any case my your holidays be stress free and blessed, remember you are truly an amazing unique spiritual creature and you are loved Sometimes we forget such thing
Angel Tears:
I'd love to be on your friend's list, thanks. I'll go ahead and add you to mine.
Angel Tears:
I just wanted to stop by and say hello. I hope the week goes well for you.
Azodnem:
Thanks for the birthday wishes, Kat! I'm so happy you're feeling better! >HUGS
gaycanuck:
Your soul shines brighter that you realize... My toughts are with you today beautiful... There is NO one like you ... Love and Hugs Shawno
Azodnem:
Always sending love your way...
Kris:
Here Kitty, Kitty, Kitty.... where's the pretty Kitty? Miss you! Hope all is well with you!! (12/3/07 - dated like Holly!)
Holly:
Morning, my friend. 
It's Monday, Dec. 3/07, 6:23AM. Just popping by to wish you a great day and to let you know Manic Monday is ready for you!
It's Monday, Dec. 3/07, 6:23AM. Just popping by to wish you a great day and to let you know Manic Monday is ready for you!
GK:
care to exchange link?
Holly:
Hi Kat. It's Tuesday, Nov. 27, 2007, 7:27AM. Just popping by to see how you're doing and how things are going. Have a great day!
It's Tuesday, Nov. 27, 2007, 7:27AM. Just popping by to see how you're doing and how things are going. Have a great day!
LWM:
Come on over and see my fire sprites
Holly:
Hi Kat. It's Saturday, Nov. 17/07, 7:03AM. Just popping by to wish you a good weekend. Take care.
Garf:
would like to exchange link?
Kris:
Hey Kat, just stopping by to check up on you! Hope all iwell!
Holly:
Morning, Kat. :) Today is Monday, Nov. 12, 8:13AM. I hope you have a great day and a great week - and if you're looking for a chuckle or two, drop on by, cuz today is Manic Monday!
LWM:
Come Visit when you can
Azodnem:
Where is Kitty?
Holly:
Hi Kat. It's Wednesday, Nov. 7, 2007, 8:02AM. Just popping by to wish you a happy Hump Day.
Holly:
Hi Kat Today is Monday, Nov. 5, 2007, 8:48am. I'm just dropping by to wish you a great day, and to let you know Manic Monday is up.
Today is Monday, Nov. 5, 2007, 8:48am. I'm just dropping by to wish you a great day, and to let you know Manic Monday is up.
Azodnem:
Welcome back, Miss Kitty!
Holly:
Hi Kat! Just popping in to wish you a great Tuesday, and to let you know a new Halloween story has been posted at my place. Hope to hear from you!
Just popping in to wish you a great Tuesday, and to let you know a new Halloween story has been posted at my place. Hope to hear from you!
Vivianight:
Kat, sad news. our friend Rose Myst has passed from this realm. Her husband Mike has written of it on her journal; we are leaving him our condolences and well wishes. Melissa
jess:
hihi
Tiffany:
Hi Kat. Just checking in on you. It's been a minute. Sounds like your having fun travling, wish I would fit in your backpack :-)
Kris:
Hey Kat! Glad to hear you are having a good time, except at Canberra! I gave you a little something at my site, I really think you deserve it!
Azodnem:
Hope you're having a blast! I miss Miss Kitty! *much love*
Kris:
Hey sweetie! Have a great weekend!
recel:
hey there! i love ur aquarium post! do u mind exchanging likns w/ me?
Weigh to Go!:
Hiya Kat! Hope to see you soon, my friend; you've been gone a long, long time! 
Hope you're having fun!
Hope to see you soon, my friend; you've been gone a long, long time! Hope you're having fun!
Vivianight:
Hey Kat, hope the reason you've not been on in a couple is because you are having WAY TOO MUCH FUN! 
Cheers at ya, 
Cheers at ya,
GAYCANUCK:
YOU MADE IT...Hope you have the best time down under...I know the plane ride is brutal... Glad to hear you are up and bloggin' again.. I really missed ya! SHAWNO 
Elizabeth:
You really have an amazing journal, I love it! Stop by my journal if you get a chance. Thanks
Rose Myst:
Thank you so much for visiting recently and for linking me. I've added your link to my blog and will visit again soon. Blessings,~RM
Blessings,~RM
Reen'e:
Hi Kat, sorry its been so long...but I wanted to make sure I at least stopped in to see how you are doing. Sounds like alot has been going on!! Wishing you the very best!! Blessings!!
Wednesday the 23rd of July 2008
11:10 AM
Old friends and Terrorist Electronic Wave attacks
What a day and its not even lunch time. I slept too long, then wasted time searching some documents. When I left the house I forgot my lunch and my mobile. When I got to the train station and wanted to get my ticket, the machine crashed and 2 mins later, my iPod gave up too lol. Then when I came into work, my boss told me his printer wasnt working and 2 of our phones gave up too. We started to ponder on if this was an electronic wave attack from terrorists lol.
I had a couple of mins time and logged into MSN, something I havent really done in a while. A very old and good friend messaged me. He and his bf were worried, cause they havent seen/read me in almost half a year. I visited them while I was in Australia. They are the loveliest people and its good to see they still care about me after such a long time.
I also found out that I'm good at looking cute lol. I had to buy paper for the office and the board was empty at the shop. So I asked when they would get them in store again. The guy said at 5pm but that would have been too late for us. I made a sad face and then he said he would give me a pack of their own paper. He left and came back with an already opened box and gave it to me. With a smile he said 'you dont have to pay'. lol I rewarded him with a huge smile.
I had a couple of mins time and logged into MSN, something I havent really done in a while. A very old and good friend messaged me. He and his bf were worried, cause they havent seen/read me in almost half a year. I visited them while I was in Australia. They are the loveliest people and its good to see they still care about me after such a long time.
I also found out that I'm good at looking cute lol. I had to buy paper for the office and the board was empty at the shop. So I asked when they would get them in store again. The guy said at 5pm but that would have been too late for us. I made a sad face and then he said he would give me a pack of their own paper. He left and came back with an already opened box and gave it to me. With a smile he said 'you dont have to pay'. lol I rewarded him with a huge smile.
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Sunday the 20th of July 2008
10:27 AM
Hex Hex
I actually wrote a hex poem, just for her and wanted to post it on IMVU, but my mentor said to be the greater person and not to, but he said its fine if I post it here.
He says I have a talent to write Hex's and that he will teach me how to write them without loading bad Karma onto me
He says I have a talent to write Hex's and that he will teach me how to write them without loading bad Karma onto me
One two three, as easy as can be
Four five six, I’m talking of a hex
Seven eight nine, your soul will soon be mine
Ten eleven twelve, be careful of yourself
Thirteen fourteen fifteen, you haven’t really seen
Sixteen seventeen eighteen, you think I was just mean?
Nineteen twenty one, the fall has almost come.
Two three four, you acted like a whore
Five six seven, I wish you up in heaven
Eight nine ten, I wish it once again
Eleven twelve thirteen, I’m tired of your scene
Fourteen fifteen sixteen, beware the steps unseen
Seventeen, eighteen, nineteen, I wash my hands so clean
Twenty, one and one, now the hex is done.
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Saturday the 19th of July 2008
6:16 AM
Very Amused
There is a woman on IMVU who is a total nutcase. And yes she isnt the only one lol, but she is the onlyone who is stalking me and my friends.
I honestly dont know what her problem is. A while ago she called me obsessed, cause I wasn't willing to give up my friendship with a mutual friend. He made it easy for me though and I dropped the friendship. After that I blocked her and moved on. Now she definitly didnt move on. She messages my friends and everybody who wants to hear it or not and tells them I want to kill her with black magick rofl. I didn't know I was that scary and powerful
First of all, I strongly believe in Karma and I for sure wont load her death onto my account. She isnt worth the trouble.
Secondly she is making an elephant of a mouse. When I was really hurt and upset, I said to a friend (who isnt a friend anymore since she just likes too much to pass my chat logs on to others) 'would it make me a bad person if i wished for her to fall down the stairs and break her neck?'
Don't we all sometimes say stuff like that, but dont really mean it? We do and I havent met anyone yet who never said anything like that.
It itches in my fingers to make a tag that says 'can you say obsessed stalker?' and to gift it to her lol. But my mentor said I shouldnt. It would just give her more to bitch about and he is right. I just keep ignoring her. She is hurting herself with it more then I ever could.
I honestly dont know what her problem is. A while ago she called me obsessed, cause I wasn't willing to give up my friendship with a mutual friend. He made it easy for me though and I dropped the friendship. After that I blocked her and moved on. Now she definitly didnt move on. She messages my friends and everybody who wants to hear it or not and tells them I want to kill her with black magick rofl. I didn't know I was that scary and powerful
First of all, I strongly believe in Karma and I for sure wont load her death onto my account. She isnt worth the trouble.
Secondly she is making an elephant of a mouse. When I was really hurt and upset, I said to a friend (who isnt a friend anymore since she just likes too much to pass my chat logs on to others) 'would it make me a bad person if i wished for her to fall down the stairs and break her neck?'
Don't we all sometimes say stuff like that, but dont really mean it? We do and I havent met anyone yet who never said anything like that.
It itches in my fingers to make a tag that says 'can you say obsessed stalker?' and to gift it to her lol. But my mentor said I shouldnt. It would just give her more to bitch about and he is right. I just keep ignoring her. She is hurting herself with it more then I ever could.
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Friday the 18th of July 2008
8:03 AM
Headaches
- Mood:
I went home from work, working up a headache. I felt a little dizzy and not well in the stomach. During the evening it got worse and I went to bed early. When I woke up at 6am, the headache was massive and I felt sick as hell. Now it turned into a nice migraen, yippey! NOT.
What I hate most about it is, that I have to call in sick. But I hope I can do some stuff from home. I think they wanted me to update the websites. I just cant stay online for too long.
Tomorrow is my stepdads party and I promised to bake a special cake. I might poste the recipe here later.
What I hate most about it is, that I have to call in sick. But I hope I can do some stuff from home. I think they wanted me to update the websites. I just cant stay online for too long.
Tomorrow is my stepdads party and I promised to bake a special cake. I might poste the recipe here later.
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Tuesday the 15th of July 2008
9:56 AM
Twilight Zone
It sometimes feels like my life is an episode of twilight zone. Everything keeps repeating itself, through my own stupidity.
I keep trusting the wrong people and keep pushing the ones way who are the right friends. What has to happen that I finally change?
You can say a lot about me, but two things I'm not. I'm not liar and I'm not a backstabber. I learned a long time ago to stand to what I say. If I tell you I don't believe something you tell, it's not to piss you off, but cause I really don't believe you. If I tell you I think you dress and act slutty, it's cause you do. If I think you are not honest with yourself about getting a job, then I stand to that. BUT all this doesnt means I'm not your friend. I always thought friends should be honest with each other. Who else but friends can you trust to be honest with you. You told me bad things I did too, did I quit friendship cause of it? No I didn't. You treated me like shit at times, made me feel like a total loser compared to you. Did I quit friendship cause of it? No I didn't. You slept with almost every male friend of mine and I'm not even talking about the guys I had feelings for. You scream so loud 'I'm a lady', but you act like a slut. I just found out that you sent a little porn of yourself to my best friend. He never told me about, but since you so much like to blurt around the things I said to you now, he doesnt feels like he owes you anything anymore. How long did you know him before you send it? One chat? How long did you cyber with him? One chat! How much did you think about how I would feel about it? How much did you think about me when you slept with 2 of my lovers? Where is your respect for me and my feelings in this? You just take whatever you want, without bothering to think of how others might feel of it. Only cause you are insanly dominant, it doesnt means you can take whatever you want.
After talking to my best friend and listening to the things he said, I can just feel sorry for you. You not just have no respect for others, but you have absolutly no respect for yourself. You throw your body at everone who seems to want you. Hell if I would have said yes you would even have cybered with me. And that makes me really sad. But again, it never even made me think of quitting friendship with you.
Now back to the twilight zone. The same thing happened to me before. 2 times actually. I trusted a friend and they went after my boyfriend/lovers. At least they had the decencie to feel sorry.
I will have to work really hard on not being so trusting anymore. I have to learn that sex comes before friendship for many people. But thats for another post
I keep trusting the wrong people and keep pushing the ones way who are the right friends. What has to happen that I finally change?
You can say a lot about me, but two things I'm not. I'm not liar and I'm not a backstabber. I learned a long time ago to stand to what I say. If I tell you I don't believe something you tell, it's not to piss you off, but cause I really don't believe you. If I tell you I think you dress and act slutty, it's cause you do. If I think you are not honest with yourself about getting a job, then I stand to that. BUT all this doesnt means I'm not your friend. I always thought friends should be honest with each other. Who else but friends can you trust to be honest with you. You told me bad things I did too, did I quit friendship cause of it? No I didn't. You treated me like shit at times, made me feel like a total loser compared to you. Did I quit friendship cause of it? No I didn't. You slept with almost every male friend of mine and I'm not even talking about the guys I had feelings for. You scream so loud 'I'm a lady', but you act like a slut. I just found out that you sent a little porn of yourself to my best friend. He never told me about, but since you so much like to blurt around the things I said to you now, he doesnt feels like he owes you anything anymore. How long did you know him before you send it? One chat? How long did you cyber with him? One chat! How much did you think about how I would feel about it? How much did you think about me when you slept with 2 of my lovers? Where is your respect for me and my feelings in this? You just take whatever you want, without bothering to think of how others might feel of it. Only cause you are insanly dominant, it doesnt means you can take whatever you want.
After talking to my best friend and listening to the things he said, I can just feel sorry for you. You not just have no respect for others, but you have absolutly no respect for yourself. You throw your body at everone who seems to want you. Hell if I would have said yes you would even have cybered with me. And that makes me really sad. But again, it never even made me think of quitting friendship with you.
Now back to the twilight zone. The same thing happened to me before. 2 times actually. I trusted a friend and they went after my boyfriend/lovers. At least they had the decencie to feel sorry.
I will have to work really hard on not being so trusting anymore. I have to learn that sex comes before friendship for many people. But thats for another post
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